To sum it up:
I currently live in another city, where I am studying for a Master's degree in Culture & Media Production. I have realized that my passion lies mainly in the gaming medium, and the focus on my thesis will therefore be analyzing the way reality is represented/experienced through games, and creating some sort of game myself. I no longer live in a basement, but in a tiny student apartment, where I mostly sit by my computer experimenting with game engines, reading research articles, and mixing drinks. I have the occasional social life too, but mostly I play games or watch teen dramas.
The last year has been quite a ride. Like this:
Ok, I'll admit, the last one never happened (other than in the virtual world of GTA V), but these images from my playthrough sum up the feelings of this past tumultuous year.
Strangely though, I feel more at peace than I've ever felt before. Mostly I think it's because I've finally begun to come to terms with my complicated personality, and am starting to actually like this complex and sometimes contradictory creature. By accepting that everything doesn't have to make sense, everything makes sense.
all diplomatic and shit.
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