It is time

for an update.

i don't know how to write right now so i'll just post a massive amount of photos instead.

sitting by the train tracks, contemplating.

and everything was grey

and crooked

and at the soccer game i realized it was over.
and they lost.

took the train via stockholm to visit my brother

walked around town with my mom

went partying with my brother

oh what a fitting image to describe a break-up, i thought.

and it was sunny again

and someone had drawn a cat on the trashcan.
and it made me happy, somehow

maybe there was hope for me

and it was sunny when i went home from school

i ate ice-cream

it was spring.

i went to see another football game
this time, they won
and everyone was happy

i was

it was getting warmer

i was partying again

i got a  flower. i put it in my window
where it could see the sun

i went looking for a new apartment

first dinner. it was good, considering

went for a walk on the hill on top of town

and went bowling

drank beer

i was the best player
(but lost)

i love bowling-shoes

more partying

i bought fruity drinks
(he couldn't do it. had to protect his manliness.)

then i bought whiskey to protect my womanliness.

the pub was cozy. 

played sakki.

i was at school. it was depressing.

watched another soccer game.
1-1.

3D-modelling is more fun if you have cake.

summer was coming.

4-balls of ice-cream.

i made a weird but good drink.

went for a burger in the middle of the night.

the clown was scary.
it blew me in the face when i pushed the button.
apparently it is used to make balloons.

i built a tower to make it less depressing when working
until 23:50 at school.

then suddenly school was over.
i met a cat. it seemed to like me.
i liked it too. it's named fredrik even though it's a girl.

i went visiting his home

his cat. it tries to bite people all the time.

walked around

went to an amusement park.

his favorite ride, he says.

green rabbits.

the ghost hotel was fun.

panic in the queue to AtmosFear.

it was a magical day. awwwwww mm 

he gave me cake on my birthday,
it was delicious.

went on a pub-crawl on my birthday.
loved this place: chinese restaurant with cheap beer.

and a lovely view.

i loved the old lamps at this place.

they have balloons
in the ceiling of the movie theater we visited.

flowers.

i took photos of the sky

i like clouds.

and i have started to like prawns.
which i thought would never happen.

ohwowwhatumso

in this fleeting moment
i feel really happy.

don't know why i'm writing it here. perhaps i just wanted to post some happy pointless nonsense for a change. as in, i realized it's so easy to forget to catch those moments when you're happy. at least for me, it's easier to get filled by the darkness while letting the light flash by unnoticed. so. for once, i caught that light and put it here.

that's all bye
OHH almost forgot
white night at the student pub tonight. there'll be uv-lights and glowsticks too (yay!!) and OHH.no.2: i'm moving this summer. into a bigger apartment with my completely own kitchen and a view on the town and train station (yay!!) but i'll get back to that some other time.
hmm. thinking about it... perhaps it's these things that help me catch the light right now. and perhaps something else...

NOW FOR REAL THIS TIME THAT'S ALL BYE GOODNIGHT

violent friday night

i hit a guy in the head with a straw goat yesterday.

it was fun.
well. just to make sure i don't sound too violent and sadistic: i actually had a reason to hit him.
my friend celebrated her birthday in a corridor, and this guy who lives there and had been drinking since yesterday wanted to join the party. he also thought he would show a great party trick: hitting himself in the head with a bottle. none of us thought it would be amusing to see him bleed to death at the party so, before he had time to hit himself i grabbed the straw goat and hit him with it first. not the most polite thing to do, perhaps, but at least this made him perplexed enough to forget he was going to hit himself. the party was nice and everyone had a good time for the rest of the night (i think. well, i'll just write so as it sounds good and wraps this post up nicely.)

among other things: life goes on. and on and on and on and on. everything is happening at once, but for the first time in weeks i feel like just letting it happen and moving with the flow instead of fighting against it.

ehehe

this happened with two pics when i opened my tumblr archive. mere coincidence, or the internet showing off its magnificent fashion sense? who knows?